Maryssa's Journal

Hello everybody! Right now I am in Georgia visiting my dad. I have been here for about a month, and I'm gonna be here for a little less than a month. I really really miss home. Well much love everyone. Bye.

Wow it has been a very long time since I last updated. Not that much has happened. Except a couple things. I haven't really told any of my family so I guess I will say now. I have a boyfriend. I know it's really stupid saying it on livejournal, but whatever. It has been about a month and a half. sorry I haven't said anything. don't kill me.lol. school is about to end too, in about three weeks. I don't want it to end. Well I guess I better go. Bye.

Hello. Nothing really new lately. I feel like my mom will never believe in me. Everyone says that I'm a really good singer, but the only person that doesn't is my mom. I really want her to think I am good, but it seems like she thinks that it is a waste of time. I really love to sing and I really want her to believe in me, but she doesn't and that really makes me feel crappy. But anyways. yeah. Well I guess I better go. Bye.

Hello everybody. It is spring break right now. I kinda like it because I have the whole house to myself most of each day. But I will be happy to go back to school. I don't know why I like it so much. Kinda weird. Well, anyway. I'm gonna go watch Lost now. Bye.

Today I went to a party for Shawna's Birthday. It was fun, but I'm tired. In my P.E. class for some reason we now exercise with the track people. It's harder, but what can I do?? Nothing. Oh well. Anyway, I miss you all and love yall. Bye.

Hello. Hello. Bored bored bored over here. Haven't been out of the house since Monday. Sucks. Tuesday and Wednesday school got cancelled because of weather. Then Thursday and Friday we already had days off for stock shows. So I've only gone to school 1 day this week. Sucks. So Happy Holidays to everyone, even though there are no holidays. oh well. Bye.

I'm bored. My dad is coming tomorrow and I'm excited. He is only staying here till Sunday though. Kinda short visit. Anyway school starts next Thursday which doesn't really bother me. So..I guess that's it. Bye.

Sorry to bug yall with all my new songs, but here are two new songs. My 16th song "What It Feels Like to Be A Ghost" and #17 "Mirror Image".

#16

Can you see me
Can you hear me
Treating me like I'm invisible
Like a ghost

Can you feel me
Can you touch me
Does your hand go right through me
Like a ghost

Chorus:
Is this what it feels like to be a ghost
Can't you tell that I hate this the most
I can walk right through this crowded place
I don't even see the common grace
I guess this is what it feels like to be a ghost

I can see you
I can hear you
You're not at all invisible
Like a ghost

I can feel you
I can touch you
My hand doesn't go right through you
Like a ghost'
(Chorus)

Please Please
Hear me
I'm crying out loud

Please Please
Look at me
I'm standing in front of you
(Chorus x2)

#17

How can you stand yourself
Yourself acting like this
You hurt the ones around you
You treating them like this

Chorus:
Just look at yourself
See what you did
Then know that you hurt him
See the mirror image inside of you

You don't care about anyone
but you
And you don't deserve what
is given to you
Try to earn it yourself
(Chorus)

How can you live with you
And how do you make it through
Just tell me how you do
And just so you know, we are people too.
(Chorus)

Look in your mirror image
In your mirror image
And wake up to what you deserve

That is all. I like the first one better though. Bye.

Well it's Christmas Break. I am very very bored. I can't wait till this weekend. But right now I'm home alone today and Thursday. My mom doesn't have to go to school tomorrow so she'll be home. Rieley's in Amarillo right now so I can't talk to anyone till she gets back. I don't want to talk to Shawna and I would talk to Casey, but he doesn't like to talk on the phone very much. His birthday was Saturday, exciting. There's nothing really else. So, bye.

I have to right a stupid speech for my stupid english class. Oh Well. I'm almost done anyway. It's due on Monday. There is only one week of school left until Christmas Break. This year has gone by so fast. Finals are on Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. I hate finals. Hmmm.... I don't think there is anything else. Bye.